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So, I called my mom because my stomach hurt really bad and I kept crying. It feels a little bit better right now but who knows what it's gonna do. She made an appointment for me to see the doctor at 2pm tomorrow. My mom said she would come with me but I don't know if I want her too. She usually just ends up making me feel bad for having to go back to the doctor again. I just don't know what to do anymore with this thing. If it is an ulcer I'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing. Good because I'd know what it is or bad if they can't really fix it. Billy's gonna come over right now. I'll probably start crying again because I'm weird like that and when I see people and I had been crying before I just start crying again. I'm a baby but we all know this. Hopefully, Billy can help me take my mind off the pain...or at least help me figure out what to do to make it feel better. I'm just so fucking sick of dealing with this and it sucks cause very few people know the pain I actually do go through everyday. I wish i could wear a sign that said: "I'm not like this because I choose to be"

Wish me luck for tomorrow.

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FFTL

May 2007

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